all you find is lonliness, deep inside, within.
completely isolated, in this dark bubble of mine;
can't let anybody enter, i'll just tell them that i'm fine.
smiling hurts more than anything, but i do it everyday;
to make people believe i'm happy, to turn them all away.
i'm finding all the reasons i should live, and reasons i should not;
one side of the scare is empty, but emptiness is all i've got.
i'm trying to find a person, who understands how i feel;
i thought i found this person, but it turns out she isn't real.
my heart is drenched in tears, my whole world is upside-down;
my mind is completely crisscrossed, and my lips are one big frown.
so i'll just stay in my bubble, and shut out the entire void;
just me in my dark shadow. i'm such a messed up guy.